Because sometimes the desire to be understood falls short of the need for what is considered justice.
[Understanding would go only so far.
Still, even as he says it, he doesn't seem too worried. He has no intentions of leaving this place, and death isn't permanent here. Different in some ways but similar in others to what they had known before. They weren't infinite here, but there was a sense of immortality from everything he'd heard.
It would be interesting, once the Elizabeth they'd been with here in Luceti returned and learned what had been kept from her. Watching her over the slow journey that would create whatever kind of woman she would become.]
[And perhaps that shall be the last thing they see, if Elizabeth is determined and clever and in possession of the priorities Robert seems to imagine her to hold. They'll still have done what they set out to do.
There's a peace in that thought that there has never been and never will be in flowers and sonorous hymns, and however grim it is, it brings a rare flicker of a smile to her lips as she bows lower, pauses to think better of it, and redirects the intended kiss toward his brow.]
[They will have done what they set out to do. Finished the course he shoved them on. And yet, if a wolf comes howling at the door, Rosalind won't leave him to fend for himself. She'll be with him.
When she kisses his brown, Robert chuckles. His hand cups her cheek, running the pad of the thumb across it. A very minor fever. Nothing too concerning. And he shits to bring his lips to hers tenderly.]
I'll get it too anyway.
[They live and work in the same space, rarely away from one another. The germs are shared whether he does it or not.]
[It had seemed ridiculous, once, that this could be a reassurance. Facts and achievements were reassurances, gestures were nebulous things that thrived on cross-purposes.
Except there are now gestures which are proofs themselves, of the fact that Robert exists and is near to her as might be possible, and she breathes a quiet sigh of content to remember that this, this is a constant.]
Almost certainly, now.
[She muses without heat or resentment, resting her cheek against his palm.]
[They are constants. For all their struggles, for all their uncertainties before and after the Tear... they have become a constant. Even in death, they had been together, and it had been the consolation, unexpected as it had been, to their fate.
This? Is right. The months before Rosalind came? Entirely wrong. Everything had been off, been missing half. And now that was righted.]
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[Understanding would go only so far.
Still, even as he says it, he doesn't seem too worried. He has no intentions of leaving this place, and death isn't permanent here. Different in some ways but similar in others to what they had known before. They weren't infinite here, but there was a sense of immortality from everything he'd heard.
It would be interesting, once the Elizabeth they'd been with here in Luceti returned and learned what had been kept from her. Watching her over the slow journey that would create whatever kind of woman she would become.]
We'll see what she does, I suppose.
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[And perhaps that shall be the last thing they see, if Elizabeth is determined and clever and in possession of the priorities Robert seems to imagine her to hold. They'll still have done what they set out to do.
There's a peace in that thought that there has never been and never will be in flowers and sonorous hymns, and however grim it is, it brings a rare flicker of a smile to her lips as she bows lower, pauses to think better of it, and redirects the intended kiss toward his brow.]
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When she kisses his brown, Robert chuckles. His hand cups her cheek, running the pad of the thumb across it. A very minor fever. Nothing too concerning. And he shits to bring his lips to hers tenderly.]
I'll get it too anyway.
[They live and work in the same space, rarely away from one another. The germs are shared whether he does it or not.]
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Except there are now gestures which are proofs themselves, of the fact that Robert exists and is near to her as might be possible, and she breathes a quiet sigh of content to remember that this, this is a constant.]
Almost certainly, now.
[She muses without heat or resentment, resting her cheek against his palm.]
At least we are sensible enough to take turns.
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This? Is right. The months before Rosalind came? Entirely wrong. Everything had been off, been missing half. And now that was righted.]
Not too debilitating, at least.
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[She regards him with a faint lift of her eyebrows.]
You have been sleeping for longer than I have, after all. Is it still-?
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[But now he has a host of nightmares. Things he hasn't yet told her about, just like he's been protecting Elizabeth from information...]
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[Giving a thoughtful little sigh, she stretches out beside him again, head pillowed on her arm.]
After crossing so many worlds . . .